hold me tight
and we will run together
in search of the dream
the dream that we shared
just YOU and ME*
takemyHAND*
hold me close and say three words like you used to do just three words iloveyou-
navigate; right*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Thursday, June 12, 2008
1:00 AM
wow.. almost forgot I got a blog till my fren asked me about it recently. havent been blogging for more than 2 months.. had been really busy recently, wif work, new house and wedding preparation! Nevertheless, I am looking forward to my wedding! N my marriage life wif my ONG LAI ( haha a new name given to Mr Ong, cos my frens and colleagues find it far too challenging to rem such a unique name hehe).
Left about 6 mths to go before my wedding day! Really so excited! It's a new stage of life, new set of responsibity and from now, my life is not jus me and I. We are both accountable to each other. All the vows and promises on alter gt to be turned into actions. a promise of a lifetime.
Of course, life is never a bed of roses. Gt some disagreement wif Ong Lai on Sunday nite. N we had cold war for the next 2 days. This hurts both parties. So upset. I wont deny there's no regrets of settling down wif him when I was at that moment of anger. Thou it's jus 2 days of cold war, it did pulled me down, making me have doubts on whether he's the one for me. But on the other hand, it gave me time to cool down n reflect. I learnt to pause and reflect on my life wif him, am i being a gd wife?Why shd i persist on such a small issue? Why cant I jus let go? Have I forgotten the vows that we made at the ROM? Wats the reason that pulled us together in the first place?
I then started to realise that i had taken a lot of things for granted, took his gd side and kindness for granted and focused on his weakness. I started to set my own expectations on him. Thinking back, I m really guilty. Even Jesus didnt set unreasonable expectations on me. Who am I to do that on my beloved Darling? Realised a lot of things thru this incident. I must learn to let go.. Let Go , in order to Gain More. I already have the best ONG LAI that I can ever asked for. So patient, so understanding, so loving.. Like wat Robb Thompson said, I shd cherish wat I have instead of trying to get wat i want to have. Seriously, I would never want to give up all his strengths in exchange for the weakness he had.
I love u, ONG LAI.
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
takeMEbytheHAND.
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