hold me tight
and we will run together
in search of the dream
the dream that we shared
just YOU and ME*
takemyHAND*
hold me close and say three words like you used to do just three words iloveyou-
navigate; right*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Monday, August 20, 2007
10:06 PM
Darling finally called me after Soooooo longgggg!! Not that he is throwing tantrum, dun wan to call, but cos he's out in the sea again.. this time his ship is delayed. Expected to reach yester afternoon. In end, the ship only came back to spore tonite.. i feel so relieved!! So worried for him.. somemore raining so heavily. But at least now, i know he's safe n sound:) hehe.. So happy..:)
Darling says tt this is 小别胜新欢，haha.. I think i am starting to cherish every moment wif him n not jus took him for granted, cos I would never know when he had to be in sea for wks.. its s unpredictable. No matter wat, I will still support u in whatever u do k? Dun let me b a burden n ur concern in ur career!! As long as u r happy n enjoying wat u r doing, I will be happy!!!
Hehe.. was talking to a fren jus now. She kept praising kg, saying that he's really a v v nice bf and takes really gd care of me and even help me remove prawn shells, cook black chicken soup and bird nest for me. hehe she chided me for bullying kg despite all his efforts.. made me feel so guilty. hehe.. anywae I am really thankful for having such gd frens around who support and encourage me, instead of pulling me down. My frens are always there to edify kg, reminding me how gd kg is and how blessed i am. We are all human flesh, and we tend to take things for granted, if not for all these reminders from my frens.
Of course, there are ppl who called themselves frens around me, always pulling me down, trying to dig the dark sides of me and telling me how not-so-gd kg was and how insecured his job is and how often he's away and he may jus run away wif such an unstable job. Often I just laughed it off, not cos i agree with them. I dun even have to explain. If they are frens in the first place, such remarks shdnt have come from them. I am old enough to know who r frens and who r not, who stand by me in ups and downs, who forsake me when i need a hand, who laughed at my decision, or who likes to compare wif me. I wont be angry. They have their own reasons for their words. They dun have to explain why they said these. If they r trying to hurt me or my rel, i m sorry, u failed:)These ppl arent sincere and truthful and dun respect their frens. Dont u know how to define "friends"? I think u shd learn to love urself first:)
But darling always gt pissed when he heard all these remarks. Darling, no worries, our rel is strong enough to withstand all circumstances!! We dun have to explain to them. Time will tell!! Love ya! U faster come back ya?!:P
