hold me tight
and we will run together
in search of the dream
the dream that we shared
just YOU and ME*
takemyHAND*
hold me close and say three words like you used to do just three words iloveyou-
navigate; right*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Sunday, May 20, 2007
6:48 PM
Since last Sunday, Darling had been sailing out in the sea, training hard for future challenges.. Thus, he can be uncontactable for days when he is in Malaysia or Indonesia boundaries. Really cant get used to weekends and even weekdays without him, esp when I am so sick now. Yes, I am still sick, still coughing so badly that woke me up in the middle of nights. I feel so weak, tried western and chinese medicine and they dont help.. I spent a bomb on doctors,and were so hopeful when I visited them, but the nights of coughing till I vomited made me so disappointed and disheartened. I really need a miracle, a miracle from my only Healer- Jesus Christ. Can he hear my cries for Him? Fellow sister in Christ,Linda, told me Jesus had already suffered for us and took up all our sins on the Cross. We should not be called to suffer. But, when am I always chosen to go through this? Last year was like tt, this year is also. I am really so so sad.. The cough is so bad, so unbearable, so painful that it made me choked on my own phelgm. I feel so terrible and miserable. I cried, cos I am so helpless. The medicine made me so drowsy and weak and I couldnt concentrate on my work, my life, no energy for anything. I can only pray and cried for Jesus to take a look at me. I cant go to crowded places, aircon environment, The cough will worsen. God, pls, help me, cure me, I need a miracle from you. I dun wan to be a weakling. Heal me, give me strength. I wan to move in holy spirit again. I am sorry that I am not faithful enough. I promise, I will be in full obedience in your name, not just partial. I dun wan be like Saul, I wan to obey ur word and move in your light wholeheartedly. Jesus, I pray U can cure me, save me from the evil spirits. I wan back my health and strength again, cos I wan to serve you. Jesus, save me, so that I can serve you wholeheartedly and ppl fervently. I wan to go back to cg and service again. I wan to praise and worship you like anyone else. pls, pls, Jesus, pls hear my cries.. Please turn back and take a look at me. I just wan your annointing and healing. Jesus, I need you, I love you. I miss your touch, like tt time.
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
takeMEbytheHAND.
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