`take my HAND* NEVER let go-

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Monday, May 21, 2007
10:16 PM

Went to see doctor again.. for the dunno how many times..:( My cough still haunted me, so i got no choice.. hai.. I prayed over the medicines, prayed that God can work miracles on me through these medicines. I want to recover. I want to jump and run so healthily, like a kid. I dun wan to be a worry to my dad n mum n darling. I wan to be HEALTHY! In Jesus name, I ask and pray! Amen, amen!

This year's gonna be a very exciting and challenging year for me! Gonna change to a better job,getting ROm, getting my new house, doing renovation.. hehe a lot of things going on.. But as things are not so confirmed, cant really reveal much here. hehe

Darling was out in sea since sunday morning.. Only manage to call me this evening. Hai, Darling is so busy these few weeks, always out in sea.. setting a place in the marketplace and training to be a CAPTAIN! hehe Darling so li hai, I am so proud of You! I got a Navy Captain as my Bf! Whew Whew!:P But, this comes with sacrifice of time and sleep of course, Darling can hardly sleep and time to pei me.. and he got no time to go service and cg too.. hai, I believe I will also be very busy once I got the new job, I prayed that this time, God can really give me a balanced lifestyly.. I really prayed that I can serve HIM and excel in the marketplace at the same time. I dun wish to neglect either! I want to glorify HIM in the marketplace. Every step I take, I take in HIS name! Jesus, You are forever Loving and forgiving and forever good! I choose to stand by you in times of my sickness. I know you will heal me, I just need to endure the process.. this is the test of tribulation. Jesus, you will never let me take things that are too hard and heavy to bear! You will pull me through. In Jesus name, I pray that all evil spirits to go away, I pray that the cough and phelgm to go away, at once!In Jesus's name, I pray. Amen!

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*