hold me tight
and we will run together
in search of the dream
the dream that we shared
just YOU and ME*
takemyHAND*
hold me close and say three words like you used to do just three words iloveyou-
navigate; right*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Saturday, March 17, 2007
1:41 AM
Ok, I am tired.. burnt out, exhausted, whatever you wanna call it. I just feel sick of my work.. doing my shit job now which I was the continuity last yr, so I cant possibly escape. To be fair, the client is super nice, patient and understanding, but.. they are so SLOW!! They can give me the stuff only 3 - 4 days after I ask and chase from them.. Kaoz.. I feel so super waste of time and inefficient. N this is the reason why poor me gotta work till midnight for the past wk. Beside this, I still got 2 managers chasing after me for my 2 other jobs. I feel so tired from explaining and escaping from them!! My job is not that fun after all.:(
Hai, gt the urge to tender with immediate effect, just heck care, throw everything behind me. N move on to a greener pasture. But, I feel so not worthy!! I resign for the "evil" ppl around me? Wat the hell?!?!?! Why must I give in and give up so easily!!?? No, I must endure, at least, after peak. Jia you!! I can do it!!!
I am just truthfully thankful to my dearest darling to support whatever I do. So supportive and patient and understanding. I m so guilty that I wasnt by his side when he was sick.. I dun even have time to show my concern. I am so sorry. But dear, I am really really worry and care for u. Jus tt I am too busy!! Thank God, my darling is super understanding!! He never unhappy over my hectic job.. I am really grateful for this!! At least, I dun have to worry that u will be angry over my super long working hours blah blah blah.. at least, i know I gt u as my backing when I am bout to fall. I know i wont fall hard, cos u are always there to protect me! Even if I fall, u will pick me up, wont u?:)
I miss u so much!! Din really gt time to tok to u and meet u. hai. I miss u! I jus miss being pampered by u, teasing u, bullying u..hehe.. how i wish weekend comes quickly! Sheet, my life is all about waiting for weekends to arrive!? What had audit done to my life?? Poor me, for the sake of that little amt of money, I m slogging my life and burning my nights for my job!!?? Can God give me grace and let me gain favour of man and open up my heart such that I can overlook the tough times now and focus on the better days ahead!?
Ok, I m beginning to talk rubbish now.. shall end here and have a tight sleep & meet Darling tom!!!
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
takeMEbytheHAND.
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